Had loads of excuses (AA), and didn't approach anyone. That day and the next I was feeling amazingly bad. I didn't feel like doing anything and I felt disappointed in myself, because I held myself back from doing what I wanted... which is to approach girls I find sexually attractive. I felt like I was going backwards and had to battle AA all over again. Like when I just started, it felt horrible. Close to depression. I got called out for it on work too, people kept asking: "What's wrong?".
Day 2:
- 2 girls, opinion opener, failed to transition. I eject.
- What time is it? While you're here can I get your opinion on... (bracelet I was wearing)
You're kinda cute, what are you up to?
Talked about our age, school, education
I held eye contact and was silent a lot, and she kept reengaging. And when the conversation went dead I started a new topic of conversation.
She invested in the interaction by telling me about the bracelets she was wearing.
Gave her half-a-hug while making a joke (Didn't tell her she gave me a lousy half-a-hug back)
After a while she went:
Her: "Well... I'm gonna go..."
I can't remember what I said, but I DO remember that "when girls run out of shit to say, their standard response is: "I'm gonna go back to my friends", this does NOT mean she's not attracted. Just say ANYTHING (doesn't matter what) to keep the interaction going" (from previous blog posts)
So I just started new conversational topics, she stayed and after a while I went to:
Me: "You should give me your number"
Her: "Nooo, I can't!"
Me: "Why?"
Her: "I don't even know you!"
Me: *silence*
Her: "Well okay sure! It's alright, you can have it!"
Then she gave me the weirdest and most awesome compliment I've ever gotten:
Her: "Wow, you're good!"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Her: "Well... the age difference... you're a lot younger than me... and... yeah... :)"
I think she was referring to my charm/game. :)
- Then saw this Super hot chick, exactly my type talking to a friend.
Me: *telling myself* OMG, Go approach, you're gonna regret it for the rest of the week.
Me: *Noo, she's with her friend.*
My Bro: "I see you watching... Do it!" (Thx for this!)
Me: "Fuck it, here I go" *turns around*
Then I see her saying goodbye to her friend, so I figured I'd wait a couple more seconds. Though due to nervousness I was walking back and forth waiting for her friend to leave. When she finally did I waited for her to pass, and then started walking/running. My heart was pounding like fucking crazy at this point.
Me: "Hey, wow, wait! stop!" *Stands in front of her*
Me: "You're too cute, I had to stop you and tell you I wanted to meet you..."
Her: "Yeah, but I don't want to meet YOU! Sorry!" *walks off*
Me: *Shouts through the streets* BUT AT LEAST I GAVE IT A SHOT, RIGHT?!
After-wards it took me a good 5 minutes to get some feeling back in my knees.
After today I feel good, happy and powerful. Like all the hard work is paying off.... and I'm doing what I want. Damn, rejection feels awesome.
- What will feel worse? Rejection or regret?
- Try and get rejected = goal.
- It's not rejection, it's a screening process.
Infield pics (First number close in daygame):
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